today is november 8th, it's surprisingly warm where i am in the americas, so thats ok. i'm not sure how to do this jounral stuff, since i dont know how i feel about spilling my complicated but also generic feelings to the world, but i'm sure i'll have a digital footprint once a.i. takes over jobs anyway, so whats the harm in it. anyway, it's saturday, so that means i'm at home for the weekend. that's really all there is, halloween was alright, something small happened that I may or may not talk about, but it's better now. the second semester of school has started, so that means i'm making some progress. my grades are alright, but my classes (or more so; the people in them) suck, but i've found some cool people that are like me. i've been wanting to get better at this entire 'html' and neocities stuff, but i can never just choose a theme for my homepage, i plan to make each page a different style, but i can never just choose one, i did pink, then galaxy/space, then basic, then this beige and idk what to call it, i might switch it but it's alright for now since it's simple and doesn't have much to it. i may also add photos from some of my irl jounral entries, but i'm not sure yet, i started a new jounral (a dark green one) recently, and bought the wrong page size so i may just write in it rather than go all out like my 300 page one.
i've been venturing out from my ABBA hyperfixation on only listening to it, to things like b-52's, soho dolls, tv girl, ace of base, the ronettes, which is still 'cringy' to the people i'm familiar with, with their straight blonde hair, same feminine personas and all american hourglass figures, so who cares what they think? they won't matter when i go somewhere else. i hope to study abroad in fin